# What do I really want to do?

- Author: @gurupanguji
- Date: 2008-08-02
- URL: https://gurupanguji.com/blog/2008/08/02/what-do-i-really-want-to-do/
- Categories: essay

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As I am in the brink of entering my Bschool premises, there's one question that keeps nagging me. What do I want to do? There might be many who relate with me, and many who are thinking - whoa, what the heck was he thinking till now?

Well, I personally have both the thoughts running in my head. On one side, I am thinking this is exactly where I pictured myself. Going to a top Bschool after working for 3 years in an industry that I loved working in and going to hone my "managerial / entrepreunerial / financial / marketing" skills that I shall utilize to gather an awesome job (dunno what yet) and then lead my life.

On the flip side, I think, if I did enjoy doing what I did, why didn't I pursue it further?

The answers are at best complicated, but the truth is that there are no answers. A lot of rationalizations come to mind, but I end up realizing that they are rationalizations and decide to ignore the long drawn explanations.

Truth be told, I am looking forward to the experience. Interacting (read getting drunk) with really interesting people definitely sounds awesome. So here's to the next 20 months of awesomeness *hic*!!